11 Days to Seniority

I've never thought it was possible to not want to leave Beulah. I've been wishing for this moment forever. However, now that it's just around the corner, I wish I could go back to kindergarten. I'm not ready to be a senior.
My parents and I have a stronger bond than we use to. Now that I've realized my graduation is just a little over a year away, I'm scared. I'm a worry wart, I'm afraid of what being alone in an apartment will bring. I'm not use to being far away from my parents. I'm not sure if I'm ready to buy my own groceries, pay my rent, and wake myself up, yes that's sad. I depend on my mommy and daddy for almost everything. They're my everything and being by myself is a scary thought. I hope I'm soon to figure out how to be on my own without being scared or worried. As of now, I'm still a little kid and I need my mom and dad with me.